saw bday....

haven write anything about saw birthday yet, already past one week...hehehe...

Saw-Saw Hui Ying, long time did call her full name, sometime will forget how to write the correct one, especially the chinese character after she change her name....
Well, saw birthday this year, is on Hari Raya, quite lucky cos all the public and everywhere will not have any traffic jam problem, so we suppose can suggest go anyway....but our final decision *or should say is zi wen suggestion is--Firm at Kepong.

I am fine will this decision, because I HAVEN go to Firm before. *dun know why?maybe I dun like close to environment,hehe...
Well, we also dont want spend our time at any shopping center, or any cinema, so we decide to have a morning walk, do some exercise-play badminton, and picnic at there. We think that is good, because is time that we have some exercise *especially saw and we never try picnic before.

And due to this reason-not experience, we did not think about what to prepare except food and the racket, we even forgot the bring the 草席，or even newspapers to sit or put our thing. Furthermore, *is my fault I forgot to bring paper plate. So, we just simply sit on the floor of the hut and eat. It is quite shock to see the meehoo saw bring. This is because, only four of us*zi wen, hui wem, saw and me go for picnic, but she bring for like 10 people. But, the meehoo is delicious.*cos saw'mom cook de

We quite enjoy the time there, although just 4 of us. We got play badminton and have a walk at the waterfall。*small one de la...Although is only 15 minutes walk up there, but I also breathe heavily after I reach top there.*I become more week liao....At there, we take many picture too, and that day hwem play as a camera "woman", take many of us.

After this, we back to the hut again to celebrate saw birthday. Luckily at that time there are a empty table near the hut, so we decide to change place. Well, at that time a funny thing happen, we want to borrow lighter to light the candle and we spot a guy by looking at her face to guess whether he have lighter or not.* mean judge he is smoker o non-smoker by his face la.....
we din have the courage to ask at 1st until saw take action, the result is--he is a smoker and he have lighter, but the most funny or ridiculous is that just we success borrow the lighter from "he", hwem found out that, HE is her uncle.......*mother sides. I will say ridiculous is because hwem whole family just sit beside us and she din notice at all.*sometime worry about when she is driving, what she thinking...

We end at about 12pm something and pack all the things and go. Just 4 of us so we left many food to bring back. At the way back, an unexpected call from sying in India. She quite good in choosing time, one call can speak to 3 of us. *but hwem is the one who drive, so din talk that much, or not she will have a lot of question to ask,hehe...

There are some picture I will upload....have a look..

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Sing ying...

28th is my "best friend" big day, not talking about her bday, but is the day that she going oversea-India to study.
I don't know what to write actually, my title write "sing ying".....erm, I heard that different between with best friend and friend is...a friend maybe just can write a simple profile about you, but a best friend can write a bibliography of you....well , I dont have any confidence to write out, sometimes I will forget what she say to me about her friends,college life, and her relatives. Besides that, I also miss many things that she want to share with me.*this consider good friends???hehe

Well, I really glad that I can meet her, be friend with her and share the secondary school life with her*not to forget all my blue gang friends What I can say is that she is a very good friend, sister in the family and play a very well roles in her life...*Lim Sing Ying,I very good to you ler...hehe

That day din happen many things, like what we plan, most of the will stay overnight at sing ying house...but really out of my expectation is that all present that night,*except kar ming la this situation really seldom happen after secondary school. Once again, I also din expect that we all din fall sleep that night. In the past, we all din have this record before, the most incredible record for us are 3am....haha

That night, we chat many things, but not all concentrate on sing ying topic only, because she also din know how to answer our questions.*I think she pretend to become blur,hehe and sudden I put my focus on Joee,*cos I very curious about Joee what she think in the deep heart,hehe I ask so many question and she sure give me all professional answer la. What I found out is that, I cant get the answer that I want for how many times I ask.Besides that, I wont force her to say something she dont want to say.Like me, if I dont want speak out, not even one person will know or feel it.

Sing ying have to check in at 7am, but we start off at 6 something....thus later on that will be a very 'high speed' car racing with sing ying's father car. In my life, I never feel that sitting on my blue gang car will be dangerous, and this is the 1st time...
But at here I also want to compliment our Liu Ying, she is a very very good friend, because just one call that night, she immediately come and appear at SY house. At that time we worry about can she drive after one night din sleep, she can do it without fail. I dont know Joee got fall sleep on the way we back home or not, but HW,SAW and I have sleep and just she can stand all the way.

We manage to reach on time, just like our style, blue gang always reach on time-tepat masa..haha and we also manage have our breakfast before boarding.
8.15am, is time to say ‘goodbye’...well actually I din felt very sad that time, but Joee say that the only the person will sad is Sing Ying. That right, she the person who cried and all of us din.

Sing Ying
I really going to miss you, really truly in my heart...so wish you all the best in India,Chennai right? study well, I know you can do it and just call us anytime when you need us. You is the person who speak out anything you want, so not really worry about your emotion but your stress...Worry about that you push to hard to yourselves, everyone is not perfect and sometime do your best is better that being perfect.you get it? Even in relationship also, ok? yoon sin not experience manage her relationship but you do.ok!

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My "SEPTEMBER"

It been a long time I din write blog, I think I have been a month....now I have some time, then I think is time to express some...
many things happen in this month-SEPTEMBER, suppose that this month I think it will be the happy, because this month is my birthday-15 sept...one year once only, sure excited la, some more maybe this year is Sing Ying last time pui me celebrate...but....things din go as your expected..

Examination...
Every year my birthday, my semester examination sure fall between it, it had been happen two years, so I quite use to it. Although I pretend in front of my friends like I din mind they cant make it celebrate with me, actually I very mind. Well, not because I not enough mature, it just that I..I din have much of friend, furthermore, I dun have boyfriend, that why I felt that is important they all celebrate with me....at least my two 'best friend' are beside me...
I felt very happy that my birthday is not fall on important exam date, it at between, well I will think that, at least they will all have not excuse that go out to eat....*daydreaming


My grandmother fall sick....
11th Sept, it was a very usual day, I woke up late, eat breakfast at 'noon' and sit in front of the computer watch drama series. Although on 13 Sept I got LAW exam, but I really din have mood to study...I just keep telling myself,"ok, I will study at 3pm,just let me finish this chap(the drama series)".*haha, normally I would not keep my promise...hehe...
Everything is fine until my grandmother cant eat that night....everything change...and I felt very panic that night actually....
My grandmother start fall sick on Tuesday, I think..I not really put that must attention on her actually...she is my grandmother, we din have many topic to share at 1st....then as time go by, we all grow, then is less and less time we will spend together...Just on Tuesday, she suddenly very quiet...*not like usual, she keep complaint that she is hungry, and talk to the god, why not let her died...o any past history that all the person she spoke may is died already...she just keep sleep all day and not even have energy to speak and open her eyes...
At first, I thought she not feeling well, because she got high fever, but later on...when we found out she din even have energy to talk, eat and to sit...I realize that maybe she is going to leave...
That night, my mom,aunt and I panic dun know what to do...she lay on the, din open her eyes, we keep calling her, she also din give us any response...and she like very hard to breath*at that time, I almost cried out, I really scare she will suddenly stop breathing and go before the doctor came
Finally, after I think half an hour,*it is a very long period for me, sat beside the bed keep calling my grandmother hope she will give us response the doctor came...but the doctor also din help much, just tell us that have to sent to hospital, because that she is very week, cant swallow any food and pills

The 1st day at hospital...
my grandmother sent KL hospital at 11 Sept,8pm..but after the doctor check her situation and can give us a conclusion is on 12am....as a eldest girl in the family, what can do is just that stay at house and take care of my sis.
I feel better when I heard that my mum call from hospital that grandmother is better after 吊点滴， she got energy to move, slightly open her eyes and move her hand.I feel very relief that time. What I can help my mum is only take care of my sis, do all the 家务。*beside cooking la..
At night, my mood going down again. Because, the doctor final final report come out. At the evening,*when I visit my grandmum what the doctor say is fine, now maybe is the cause that make my grandmother fall sick....

１３th Sept...my grandmother pass away

Just one night I din see my grandmother, she become more week...

Just after I finish my exam, I immediately call my mum she need help or not..*since she have been two night at hospital, but she refuse because today the doctor will come. At that time, I also realize that, maybe my grandmother would pass away anytime.
Suddenly at the afternoon, my uncle rush back, din say anything, just fetch my aunt to hospital and ask me taｋｅ　ｃａｒｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｈｏｕｓｅ　ａｎｄ　ｍｙ　ｓｉｓ．Ｊｕｓｔ　ｐａｓｓ　ａｂｏｖｅ　１０　ｍｏｒｅ　ｍｉｎｕｔｅｓ，　ｍｙ　ｕｎｃｌｅ　ｃａｌｌ　ａｇａｉｎ　ａｎｄ　ａｓｋ　ｍｅ　ｂｒｉｎｇ　ａｌｏｎｇ　ｍｙ　ｓｉｓ　ｔｏ　ｈｏｓｐｉｔａｌ．
Ｉ　ｄｕｎ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｈｏｗ　ｔｏ　ｄｅｓｃｒｉｓｅ　ｍｙ　ｆｅｅｌｉｎｇ　ｔｈａｔ　ｔｉｍｅ. I just can tell that, all the way driving to hospital, I was shaking all the time.
When I reach, grandmother have been 急救过 and stabil at that time, and what I saw is that my grandmother laying on the bed, breath very hard and with so many equipment on her sides even not places for us to stand. Her situation was so bad even the doctor ask us to be prepare, she may" go" anytime.
I stand at there, din dare to speaks much, trying to accept this fact. I just keep asking my mum, when dad will be back. He is the only family member haven see my grandmother for the last time. And asking are she ok, need rest or not?
At night, what I pray is that my grandmother can stand until my dad come back tomorrow.*just dont be so cruel to my dad..The another pray is that, please,please, please dont be so cruel to me also, please dont pass away on my birthday...*I really dun know how to accept this fact.
But, a midnight call have break my hope. My aunt sudden break into my room and ask me to take care the house. She and uncle have to rush to hospital.Once again, din say what happen...I sit alone on the living room, watching they two rush out and blank for few minutes..after that, I just rush back to my room and call my mum what have happen?my grandmother pass the 危险期 liao?But, what my mum told me is the most unwanted news that I want to heard....At that time, my tears drop without control. That time, all the emotion just break out, cry out without control for the 1st time.


The End...
What happen after this, I dun know how to continue, cos I not good in describe the Chinese 's funeral. This also is my most sad bday-my 20th bdy pass together with my grandmother funeral.For this year bday, my friend also din not celebrate once more time for me.The college friends even my blue gang. I quite disappointed, although I say not need the cake, but not even they got heart celebrate with me.
Actually I quite disappointed with the Newway date*I not willing to write anything about this date, everyone like not mood to sing k, at that time I really feel that I am wrong to suggest to sing k.maybe go out have dinner, it more better. Besides this, I just realize that HW think this was farewell for SY, well is my false din speak out,and this also is sing ying farewell, this combine my wish as well, because I wish to sing K, and I seldom have chance sing k with SY.

This is what I want to speak out, this is what I felt, and this is what happen in my “SEPTEMBER".

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