Ｔｉｍｅ ｔｏ ｓｔｕｄｙ ｈａｒｄ．．

Now, I am in semester two of my diploma course. Now is just only week 4 of the week, but is getting more and more hard already. All the subject is difficult than before, even for the management subject.(the other subject are the Malaysia Company Law, taxation and financial accounting)
Have to study a lot, have to be do the revision after each lecture. I not the hardworking student type, so I do feel stress in study now. Luckily, the tutor job is going to be end, so maybe I have some or a bit extra times to study and do my homework and assignment liao.
Well, now is in advance diploma course right, so should be much more hard than in diploma course.

Haiz, it just the problems of my study attitude......don't blame other la...Ｈａｉｚ．．．

The October "Night"......

Now already 1st of November, 2008 soon will end, and I will reach 21 year old.....Wah, never think that will be so soon, maybe when I look at the mirror, I din feel that I am growing...haha..

Ｎothing special happen in October, but I have an unforgettable dinner date with my dear friends ooo...
It is on 21 of Oct, I went to Jogoya to have a buffer dinner with my friends. I heard it locate in Star Hill, a high class place, sure very expensive, but luckily I am a girl, so I entitled to have 50% offer on the price......

The restaurant is very beautiful, the food is nice, but the choice is too many, so I and my friends din ｔｒｙ　ａｌｌ　ｔｈｅ　ｆｏｏｄ　ｙｅｔ, but we take a lot, a lot of picture. We have to take about 15minutes just to take photos of us and food before we start eating. Haha...What can I say is that--we all crazy at that night. Especially Casswen, after the dinner, she act all the 包租婆 style. But because of her funny acting, we enjoy the night very much.

These are the foods and dessert that we busy take photos....

Nice?

26 Oct-Lastly, we all free, and Joee is back, so we decide to go yam cha. Hui wem introduce us to a new yam cha place. It locate somewhere in ( I forgot what the place of name already..hehe), but the restaurant name- The Cave.
The place design is exactly like the name. The inside is exactly like you inside the cave.Each table is hide in one cave, and even the stair too. It is quite unique and I like it. At there, we enjoy the night we much, we even invite Yan Xun-sing ying bf to join us. He quite enjoy hui wem and Joee performance too, just keep laugh only, haha.....But, we din speak much with Sing ying, because she have function at that night, and my computer is low of bateri after wait for her about one and a half hour. So, we just wait for another night la....

From acting class-Joee

Ｂｉｇ　ｄｉｆｆｅｒｅｎｔ　ｒｉｇｈｔ？Ｔｏｐ　ａｎｄ　ｂｏｔｔｏｍ，　ｔｈａｔ　ｗｈｙ　Ｉ　ｓａｙ　ｓｈｅ　ｆｒｏｍ　ａｃｔｉｎｇ　ｃｌａｓｓ．．

ｌｏｏｋ！！！！

Ｄｏｎ＇ｔ　ｂｅ　ｊｅａｌｏｕｓ　ｏ．．．ｓｉｎｇ　ｙｉｎｇ．．．

Ｗｅ　ａｌｗａｙｓ　ｓｕｐｐｏｒｔ　ｙｏｕ－ｓｉｎｇ　ｙｉｎｇ！！　ｌｏｖｅ　ｙｏｕ．．ｍｕａｃｋ！！

saw bday....

haven write anything about saw birthday yet, already past one week...hehehe...

Saw-Saw Hui Ying, long time did call her full name, sometime will forget how to write the correct one, especially the chinese character after she change her name....
Well, saw birthday this year, is on Hari Raya, quite lucky cos all the public and everywhere will not have any traffic jam problem, so we suppose can suggest go anyway....but our final decision *or should say is zi wen suggestion is--Firm at Kepong.

I am fine will this decision, because I HAVEN go to Firm before. *dun know why?maybe I dun like close to environment,hehe...
Well, we also dont want spend our time at any shopping center, or any cinema, so we decide to have a morning walk, do some exercise-play badminton, and picnic at there. We think that is good, because is time that we have some exercise *especially saw and we never try picnic before.

And due to this reason-not experience, we did not think about what to prepare except food and the racket, we even forgot the bring the 草席，or even newspapers to sit or put our thing. Furthermore, *is my fault I forgot to bring paper plate. So, we just simply sit on the floor of the hut and eat. It is quite shock to see the meehoo saw bring. This is because, only four of us*zi wen, hui wem, saw and me go for picnic, but she bring for like 10 people. But, the meehoo is delicious.*cos saw'mom cook de

We quite enjoy the time there, although just 4 of us. We got play badminton and have a walk at the waterfall。*small one de la...Although is only 15 minutes walk up there, but I also breathe heavily after I reach top there.*I become more week liao....At there, we take many picture too, and that day hwem play as a camera "woman", take many of us.

After this, we back to the hut again to celebrate saw birthday. Luckily at that time there are a empty table near the hut, so we decide to change place. Well, at that time a funny thing happen, we want to borrow lighter to light the candle and we spot a guy by looking at her face to guess whether he have lighter or not.* mean judge he is smoker o non-smoker by his face la.....
we din have the courage to ask at 1st until saw take action, the result is--he is a smoker and he have lighter, but the most funny or ridiculous is that just we success borrow the lighter from "he", hwem found out that, HE is her uncle.......*mother sides. I will say ridiculous is because hwem whole family just sit beside us and she din notice at all.*sometime worry about when she is driving, what she thinking...

We end at about 12pm something and pack all the things and go. Just 4 of us so we left many food to bring back. At the way back, an unexpected call from sying in India. She quite good in choosing time, one call can speak to 3 of us. *but hwem is the one who drive, so din talk that much, or not she will have a lot of question to ask,hehe...

There are some picture I will upload....have a look..

=THE END=

Sing ying...

28th is my "best friend" big day, not talking about her bday, but is the day that she going oversea-India to study.
I don't know what to write actually, my title write "sing ying".....erm, I heard that different between with best friend and friend is...a friend maybe just can write a simple profile about you, but a best friend can write a bibliography of you....well , I dont have any confidence to write out, sometimes I will forget what she say to me about her friends,college life, and her relatives. Besides that, I also miss many things that she want to share with me.*this consider good friends???hehe

Well, I really glad that I can meet her, be friend with her and share the secondary school life with her*not to forget all my blue gang friends What I can say is that she is a very good friend, sister in the family and play a very well roles in her life...*Lim Sing Ying,I very good to you ler...hehe

That day din happen many things, like what we plan, most of the will stay overnight at sing ying house...but really out of my expectation is that all present that night,*except kar ming la this situation really seldom happen after secondary school. Once again, I also din expect that we all din fall sleep that night. In the past, we all din have this record before, the most incredible record for us are 3am....haha

That night, we chat many things, but not all concentrate on sing ying topic only, because she also din know how to answer our questions.*I think she pretend to become blur,hehe and sudden I put my focus on Joee,*cos I very curious about Joee what she think in the deep heart,hehe I ask so many question and she sure give me all professional answer la. What I found out is that, I cant get the answer that I want for how many times I ask.Besides that, I wont force her to say something she dont want to say.Like me, if I dont want speak out, not even one person will know or feel it.

Sing ying have to check in at 7am, but we start off at 6 something....thus later on that will be a very 'high speed' car racing with sing ying's father car. In my life, I never feel that sitting on my blue gang car will be dangerous, and this is the 1st time...
But at here I also want to compliment our Liu Ying, she is a very very good friend, because just one call that night, she immediately come and appear at SY house. At that time we worry about can she drive after one night din sleep, she can do it without fail. I dont know Joee got fall sleep on the way we back home or not, but HW,SAW and I have sleep and just she can stand all the way.

We manage to reach on time, just like our style, blue gang always reach on time-tepat masa..haha and we also manage have our breakfast before boarding.
8.15am, is time to say ‘goodbye’...well actually I din felt very sad that time, but Joee say that the only the person will sad is Sing Ying. That right, she the person who cried and all of us din.

Sing Ying
I really going to miss you, really truly in my heart...so wish you all the best in India,Chennai right? study well, I know you can do it and just call us anytime when you need us. You is the person who speak out anything you want, so not really worry about your emotion but your stress...Worry about that you push to hard to yourselves, everyone is not perfect and sometime do your best is better that being perfect.you get it? Even in relationship also, ok? yoon sin not experience manage her relationship but you do.ok!

=THE END=

My "SEPTEMBER"

It been a long time I din write blog, I think I have been a month....now I have some time, then I think is time to express some...
many things happen in this month-SEPTEMBER, suppose that this month I think it will be the happy, because this month is my birthday-15 sept...one year once only, sure excited la, some more maybe this year is Sing Ying last time pui me celebrate...but....things din go as your expected..

Examination...
Every year my birthday, my semester examination sure fall between it, it had been happen two years, so I quite use to it. Although I pretend in front of my friends like I din mind they cant make it celebrate with me, actually I very mind. Well, not because I not enough mature, it just that I..I din have much of friend, furthermore, I dun have boyfriend, that why I felt that is important they all celebrate with me....at least my two 'best friend' are beside me...
I felt very happy that my birthday is not fall on important exam date, it at between, well I will think that, at least they will all have not excuse that go out to eat....*daydreaming


My grandmother fall sick....
11th Sept, it was a very usual day, I woke up late, eat breakfast at 'noon' and sit in front of the computer watch drama series. Although on 13 Sept I got LAW exam, but I really din have mood to study...I just keep telling myself,"ok, I will study at 3pm,just let me finish this chap(the drama series)".*haha, normally I would not keep my promise...hehe...
Everything is fine until my grandmother cant eat that night....everything change...and I felt very panic that night actually....
My grandmother start fall sick on Tuesday, I think..I not really put that must attention on her actually...she is my grandmother, we din have many topic to share at 1st....then as time go by, we all grow, then is less and less time we will spend together...Just on Tuesday, she suddenly very quiet...*not like usual, she keep complaint that she is hungry, and talk to the god, why not let her died...o any past history that all the person she spoke may is died already...she just keep sleep all day and not even have energy to speak and open her eyes...
At first, I thought she not feeling well, because she got high fever, but later on...when we found out she din even have energy to talk, eat and to sit...I realize that maybe she is going to leave...
That night, my mom,aunt and I panic dun know what to do...she lay on the, din open her eyes, we keep calling her, she also din give us any response...and she like very hard to breath*at that time, I almost cried out, I really scare she will suddenly stop breathing and go before the doctor came
Finally, after I think half an hour,*it is a very long period for me, sat beside the bed keep calling my grandmother hope she will give us response the doctor came...but the doctor also din help much, just tell us that have to sent to hospital, because that she is very week, cant swallow any food and pills

The 1st day at hospital...
my grandmother sent KL hospital at 11 Sept,8pm..but after the doctor check her situation and can give us a conclusion is on 12am....as a eldest girl in the family, what can do is just that stay at house and take care of my sis.
I feel better when I heard that my mum call from hospital that grandmother is better after 吊点滴， she got energy to move, slightly open her eyes and move her hand.I feel very relief that time. What I can help my mum is only take care of my sis, do all the 家务。*beside cooking la..
At night, my mood going down again. Because, the doctor final final report come out. At the evening,*when I visit my grandmum what the doctor say is fine, now maybe is the cause that make my grandmother fall sick....

１３th Sept...my grandmother pass away

Just one night I din see my grandmother, she become more week...

Just after I finish my exam, I immediately call my mum she need help or not..*since she have been two night at hospital, but she refuse because today the doctor will come. At that time, I also realize that, maybe my grandmother would pass away anytime.
Suddenly at the afternoon, my uncle rush back, din say anything, just fetch my aunt to hospital and ask me taｋｅ　ｃａｒｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｈｏｕｓｅ　ａｎｄ　ｍｙ　ｓｉｓ．Ｊｕｓｔ　ｐａｓｓ　ａｂｏｖｅ　１０　ｍｏｒｅ　ｍｉｎｕｔｅｓ，　ｍｙ　ｕｎｃｌｅ　ｃａｌｌ　ａｇａｉｎ　ａｎｄ　ａｓｋ　ｍｅ　ｂｒｉｎｇ　ａｌｏｎｇ　ｍｙ　ｓｉｓ　ｔｏ　ｈｏｓｐｉｔａｌ．
Ｉ　ｄｕｎ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｈｏｗ　ｔｏ　ｄｅｓｃｒｉｓｅ　ｍｙ　ｆｅｅｌｉｎｇ　ｔｈａｔ　ｔｉｍｅ. I just can tell that, all the way driving to hospital, I was shaking all the time.
When I reach, grandmother have been 急救过 and stabil at that time, and what I saw is that my grandmother laying on the bed, breath very hard and with so many equipment on her sides even not places for us to stand. Her situation was so bad even the doctor ask us to be prepare, she may" go" anytime.
I stand at there, din dare to speaks much, trying to accept this fact. I just keep asking my mum, when dad will be back. He is the only family member haven see my grandmother for the last time. And asking are she ok, need rest or not?
At night, what I pray is that my grandmother can stand until my dad come back tomorrow.*just dont be so cruel to my dad..The another pray is that, please,please, please dont be so cruel to me also, please dont pass away on my birthday...*I really dun know how to accept this fact.
But, a midnight call have break my hope. My aunt sudden break into my room and ask me to take care the house. She and uncle have to rush to hospital.Once again, din say what happen...I sit alone on the living room, watching they two rush out and blank for few minutes..after that, I just rush back to my room and call my mum what have happen?my grandmother pass the 危险期 liao?But, what my mum told me is the most unwanted news that I want to heard....At that time, my tears drop without control. That time, all the emotion just break out, cry out without control for the 1st time.


The End...
What happen after this, I dun know how to continue, cos I not good in describe the Chinese 's funeral. This also is my most sad bday-my 20th bdy pass together with my grandmother funeral.For this year bday, my friend also din not celebrate once more time for me.The college friends even my blue gang. I quite disappointed, although I say not need the cake, but not even they got heart celebrate with me.
Actually I quite disappointed with the Newway date*I not willing to write anything about this date, everyone like not mood to sing k, at that time I really feel that I am wrong to suggest to sing k.maybe go out have dinner, it more better. Besides this, I just realize that HW think this was farewell for SY, well is my false din speak out,and this also is sing ying farewell, this combine my wish as well, because I wish to sing K, and I seldom have chance sing k with SY.

This is what I want to speak out, this is what I felt, and this is what happen in my “SEPTEMBER".

=THE END=

Hui Wem bday...

Ｉｔ　ｂｅｅｎ　ａ　ｗｈｉｌｅ　Ｉ　ｄｉｎ　ｐｏｓｔ　ａｎｙ　ｎｅｗ　ｂｌｏｇ，　ｅｖｅｎ　ｓｉｎｇ　ｙｉｎｇ　ｃｏｍｐｌａｉｎ　ｔｈａｔ　Ｉ　ｓｈｏｕｌｄ　ｍａｋｅ　ｇｏｏｄ　ｕｓｅ　ｏｆ　ｉｔ，　ｔｒｙｉｎｇ　ｔｏ　ｉｍｐｒｏｖｅ．．．＊ｈｅｈｅｈｅ

Ｗｅｌｌ，　１６　ｏｆ　Ａｕｓｇｕｓｔ　ｉｓ　Ｈｕｉ　Ｗｅｍ　ｂｄａｙ，　ｏｕｒ　ｂｌｕｅ　ｇａｎｇ　ｐｒｉｎｃｅｓｓ　ａｎｄ　ｉｎ　ｃｏｌｌｅｇｅ　ｉｓ　ｎａｍｅ　ａｓ　Ｌｉｏｎ　Ｌｉｍ．．．．（ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ　ｏｆ　ｈｅｒ　ｈａｉｒ　ａｎｄ　ｓｈｅ　ｌｉｋｅ　ｔｏ　ｕｓｅ　ｖｅｒｙ　ＬＯＵＤ　ｖｏｉｃｅ　ｔｏ　ｔａｌｋ）
Ｓｈｅ　ｂｕｓｙ　ｏｎ　１６ｔｈ，　ｔｈｕｓ　ｗｅ　ｈａｄ　ｄｅｃｉｄｅ　ｔｏ　ｃｅｌａｂｒａｔｅ　ｏｎ　１５ｔｈ．．．ｌｉｋｅ　ｕｓｕａｌ，　ｓｈｅ　ｄｅｃｉｄｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｐｌａｃｅ　ａｎｄ I　ｊｕｓｔ　ｐｒｅｐａｒｅ　ｍｙｓｅｌｆ　ａｎｄ　ｍｏｎｅｙ　ａｎｄ　ｇｏ．Ｔｈｅ　ｐｌａｃｅ　ｔｈａｔ　ｓｈｅ　ｏｒ　ｗｅ　ｔｏｇｅｔｈｅｒ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｙｅａｒ　ｉｓ　代管山　ｒｅｓｔａｕｒａｎｔ　ｉｎ　Ｐａｖｉｌｌｉｏｎ　＊ｉｓ　ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｐｒｅｔｔｙ　ａｎｄ　ｑｕｉｔｅ　ｈｉｇｈ　ｃｌａｓｓ　ａｎｄ　Ｉ　ｌｉｋｅ　ｐｌａｃｅ　ｃｏｓ　ｔｈｅ　ｅｎｖｉｒｏｎｍｅｎｔ　ｉｓ　ｇｏｏｄ，ａｎｄ　Ｉ　ｔｈｉｎｋ　ｔｈｅ　ｖｉｅｗ　ｉｓ　ｍｏｒｅ　ｇｒｅａｔ　ｉｆ ｏｕｒ　ｓｉｔ　ｉｓ　ｎｅａｒ　ｔｈｅ　ｗｉｎｄｏｗ　ａｒｅａ．

Ｔｈｅｒｅ　ａｒｅ　ｔｏｇｅｔｈｅｒ　１０　ｐｅｒｓｏｎ　ｇｏ　ｃｅｌｅｂｒａｔｅ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｈｅｒ（ｐｅｒｓｏｎ　ｙｏｕ　ｃｏｕｎｔ　ｉｎ　ｔｈｅ　ｐｉｃ　ｉｎ　ｈｗｅｍ　ｂｌｏｇ　ｌａ）Ｂｕｔ，ｔｈｉｓ　ｔｉｍｅ　ｎｏｔ　ａｌｌ　ｔｈｅ　ｂｌｕｅ　ｇａｎｇ　ａｎｄ　ｔｈｅ　ｃｏｌｌｅｇｅ　ｃａｎ　ｊｏｉｎ．．．ａｎｄ　Ｉ　ｆｅｅｌ　ｔｈａｔ　ｓｈｅ　ａ　ｂｉｔ disappoint．．ｓｕｍｏｒｅ　ａｌｌ　ｔｈｅ　ｄａｙ　ｉｓ　ｎｏｔ　ｇｏ　ａｃｃｏｒｄｉｎｇ　ｈｅｒ　ｐｌａｎ　＊ｍｙ　ｐｅｒｓｏｎａｌ　ｆｅｅｌｉｎｇ　

But，luckily　Ｉ　ｆｏｕｎｄ　ｔｈｅ　ｆｒｕｉｔ　ｃａｋｅ　ｓｈｅ　ｗａｎｔ．．．or not I think she more disappoint..Actually, Ｉ　ｑｕｉｔｅ　ｐａｎｉｃ　ｔｈａｔ　ｔｉｍｅ　Ｉ　ｃａｎｔ　ｆｉｎｄ　ｏｎｅ，　ｈａｓ　ｂｅｅｎ　ｓｅａｒｃｈ　ｆｏｒ　ｆｅｗ　ｂａｋｅｒｙ　ａｎｄ　ａｌｌ　ｓｅｌｌｉｎｇ　ｃｏｋｌａｔ，　ｃｏｋｌａｔ　ａｎｄ　ｃｏｋｌａｔ　ｃａｋｅ　ｏｎｌｙ．．．＊ｗｈｙ　ａ？ａｌｌ　ｒｉｃｈ　ｐｅｏｐｌｅ　ｌｉｋｅ　ｔｏ　ｅａｔ　ｃｏｋｌａｔ　ａ？
Ａｔ　Last,　Ｉ FOUND it, the Lavender cake shop *if not mistaken, actually dun have shop, just own certain area in food court and display thing and sell only
When I first saw it, I thinking that exactly her dream cake...but I laugh loud when I heard hui yin say that it for sure can 塞住她的狮子嘴， 哈哈！That cake is full of fruit on top and look very delicious..
We decide to buy it, but when I heard that can order half kg and come back and take it within an hour, I more happy it..*save money hehe and sumore can get a fresh one....



Back to the restaurant, although the environment is nice(cos all the time we keep take the picture in the restaurant) but the food. 马马虎虎，it just taste special *cos the most the food I never try before but din give me a very good and deep impression on it...
The only impression I would say that is just like the Britain food, all is big plate but small in quantity...
But, the dessert is ok....

Now, I still thinking should buy something to her as her birthday present...should give her one...wat to buy????

Tired already....so stop here la.....continue next time la...
=The End=

Tagged by Sing Ying-second tag...

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
27 will b my best choice...hope not more than 30 la..

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
sleep gua...n..do whatever I like...

3. If you have a close close close friend since childhood who loves to take away whatever you like, including guys/girls, and he/she always wins, will you still consider him/her your friend?
think not, because a best and close friend will not do this thing to you. You friend love you and share thing and her feeling to you...but not always take away the thing from you...*this is wat I feel la...

4. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
I think not, cause I satisfied with wat I have now and dun one to give up anything that I now. *control yourself and excise more also can eat wat you want and at the same time would get fat la...

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
Then, I wish to have 3 dreams to become true...haha greedy oh...

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
NOPE...if I do believe, then why I so hardworking in my work for...

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
All my loved and care ones...

8. What do you feel like doing, right now?
Sleep....my eyes are tired now...

9. If there's someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Hmm...now I think not, because I still think that it should be guy take action...but if I am 28 liao, I think I will take the action....hehe

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Wah...this is a tough ques....*hehe Erm,she like friendly, care about other, and willing to help friend when asked...but sometime also depend on her mood la...

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Well, I dun really sure what I want, but I think must be someone love me more than I love him...

12. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
Talk BAD bout me...

13. What is your ambition?
Dun really have one real ambition, but I always dream about to becomes a successful business women in future...I think this is my ambition..

14. Is anyone is perfect?
No....if perfect make not improvement, and I think will make that person very bored in life, because that person is perfect in everything....

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
Sure happy, then you will life will rich of joy and full of sweet memories...

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
Well, be more caring and good in communicating, especially with guy....

17. What's the craziest thing you did before you're 20?
went to eye on Malaysia nearly 12am....just to shoot a pic....(only three gurl all together that place is crowded with all Malay guys...*is quite dangerous

18. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
A successful business women, have big house and driving my dream car, haha....not to forgot already has a loved one....*daydreaming

19. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
Erm.......I really dun know...but I think is once decide, would not change, go for it, and dun ever regret what you had choose..

20. If you had 24 hours to do anything, anything at all in the world, whether it be realistically possible, what would it be?
Well, I want to a lots of things, meet my relatives in Penang (has been 2 years din meet each others), go Sunway lagoon, meet my blue gang and many more...but 24 hours is for sure not enough for me, so never mind...